The hatred that consumes cigarette smokers

I must say, I have smoked cigarettes in the past. For approximately 2 years.  I found the experience to be exciting but without happiness.  I was never happy smoking cigarettes. True it was a pleasure that I had some nicotine in my blood.  But there was something that was permeating my thoughts and I think that seeing what other smokers minds are like during their cigarette experiences, I would have to say that the presence of hatred is prevalent in the minds of people during their moments of cigarette fetish.